With Christ have I been crucified, yet I am living; no longer I, but living in me is Christ. Now that which I am now living in the flesh, I am living in faith that is of the Son of God, Who loves me, and gives Himself up for me
Paul to the Galatians 2: 20, Concordant New Testament
Throughout my life, many people have tried to define who it is that I am. Liar, cheater, fat, lazy, I've heard them all. I admit that there have been times when my own confidence has been shaken by how those around me see me. However, I also have come to realize that these people are not looking deep enough to know who it is that I really am. For many years even I did not see the truth of who it is that I am. I simply believed what others told me. But one day, after a conversation with a dear friend on the reality of Christ Jesus in us, I began to think. How is it that God sees me? Who is it that God says that I am? After all, this is what matters in the end, right? Would a Father who loved me enough to create me in His likeness proclaim me anything less than special? Indeed, this is how Father God sees me. When He looks upon me, He sees His Son {Paul to the Galatians 2:20}. When I stand before Him, I stand as His child {First Epistle of John 3:1}. This is who I truly am! This is the identity that I have in My Father Who created me. The world may try to tell me who they think that I am, but they're mistaken. For how the world sees me and how my loving Father see me are totally different. The world will look upon that flesh vessel which houses my true spirit identity and judge me by its appearance. Understand that the vessel which houses my spirit identity has also been created by God. Know also that the flesh which I have I also have shared with Christ Jesus who is in me. Did they not judge Jesus by His flesh appearance as well? But any Christian worth their salt knows all too well that Jesus was much more than his flesh which contained His spirit. So it is with us. While it would be wonderful if the world would see me for who it is that I truly am, that's not how things work. The apostle John speaks to the truth that the world does not know the truth of who we really are because they do not know the Father {First Epistle of John 3:1}.
Perceive what manner of love the Father has given us, that we may be called children of God! And we are! Therefore the world does not know us, for it did not know Him.
First Epistle of John 3: 1, Concordant New Testament
The other day a good friend sent out an email requesting prayers for one of our brothers for confidence. I recalled how many times that I have prayed to the Father for that very thing. The confidence to overcome who the world claims that I am. The confidence to know in my heart how the Father sees me through His own eyes. THIS is what matters most. For what good is it to have all the popularity in the world and yet not have God? How many times have we witnessed in the mainstream media the downfall of one who they had previously made popular? Let me be clear, popularity is temporary, our identity in the Father is eternal. He is a part of who it is that we are. This is why I refer to how the world views me as the false narrative, it isn't who I truly am. Who I am is a child of the living God. My thoughts are with my friend who struggles with the confidence of who he is because I've been where he is too many times. I've struggled with ways to make myself more appealing to those around me. This is a fools errand, and I am nothing like a fool. My prayer for my brother is that the Father would open his eyes to how it is that He sees him. As His loved child. God hears what the world says about him and scoffs! "They do not know My child!" Indeed, the world will not know my friend because they have not known the Father in Whose likeness he was created. For if they had known the Father, they would also know His creation as well. The false narrative and lies of the accuser will try to convince us that we are someone we have never been. It is the Father within us Who assures us of who we truly are in His eyes.
According as He chooses us in Him before the disruption of the world, we to be holy and flawless in His sight, in love designating us beforehand for the place of a son for Him through Christ Jesus, in accord with the delight of His will.
Paul to the Ephesians 1: 4-5, Concordant New Testament
~Scott~