Beloved, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see if they are of God, for many false prophets have come out into the world
First Epistle of John 4: 1, Concordant New Testament Translation
I have some advice for those who will ever plan on questioning your pastors teachings...don't. I also have some advice for those who will ever espouse to a different interpretation of the scriptures than what those within the church preach...DON'T. Take a lesson from me, because I've had to learn that lesson the hard way. There was a time when I was a loyal church attender, taking my place in the pew every Sunday as was expected. I took in the sermons which the pastor spoke convinced that it was God ordained, which it may well have been. But I felt like something was missing. Over time, that feeling grew into a longing within my heart. Knowing what I now know, I believe that this was the beginning of the Fathers revelation within me. Still, I sat in that pew each week. I had heard the ramblings for years, that sin had corrupted me to the point that I was now separated from a holy God. But one question remained, had not Jesus died in order to take away that sin? When I asked that question, I was told that sin is ongoing, that man is inherently sinful {Paul to the Romans 3:23}. Still the question remained, what about Jesus? The longer I remained in the church, the more I witnessed how the church dealt with those who had beliefs which were out of line with what the pastors were preaching. I recall a few individuals who were quietly asked to leave. I didn't want to be one of those outcasts. The church was my gateway to God. This all changed one Easter Sunday. While sitting through the usual Easter sermon on how Jesus had died for the forgiveness of sin, the pastor encouraged anyone who felt the need to confess their sin to come forward and receive prayer from the church staff. Again, that question ate away at me, if Jesus has given Himself for the forgiveness of sin, why would I need to seek His forgiveness for that which He has already accomplished? That was the day that I left the mainstream church for good.
My reason for leaving the church was simple. I had a question in my heart, a question those within the church could not, or would not, answer. I had become that person that only a few years back I had not wanted to become. Now I was the outcast. At this point, I needed to address the question which those within the church couldn't answer. Thankfully, I had a dear friend who had felt the same tugging upon his heart which I had. Together we have discovered the truth which the church has refused to proclaim for thousands of years. Yes, Jesus has indeed given Himself for the forgiveness of sin {Paul to the Corinthians (2) 5:21}. Make no mistake, I was the one who needed to die for my sin. The apostle Paul has spoken that we HAVE died with Christ Jesus on that cross {Paul to the Galatians 2:20, Paul to the Romans 6:8}. Obviously, this is something I never heard mentioned within the walls of the church. But does that make it any less true? This is not something which I have pulled out of thin air to proclaim. This is the proclaimed truth of Christ Jesus as documented through the scriptures. Yet whenever I have attempted to broach this subject with those in the church, I am accused of cherry-picking the scriptures in order to suit my blasphemous narrative. This is how those within the church treat those who don't follow the church teachings. It's also why I kept the longings of my own heart a secret while I took my place in that pew each Sunday. If I were to give some advice to someone with the same questions as I had it's this, you will NEVER find the truth about God while adhering to the teachings of the church. I never did. My good friend never did. It was only after I had been out of the church for a short time that I began to realize the revelation of my life in the Father {Johns Account 14:20}. That Christ Jesus, and I along with Him, has died to sin "Once for all time" {Paul to the Romans 6:10}. I take comfort in knowing that those who opposed Jesus back then also considered Him to be an outcast. I guess I'm in good company.
For the era will be when they will not tolerate sound teaching, but, their hearing being tickled, they will heap up for themselves teachers in accord with their own desires
Paul to Timothy (2) 4: 3, Concordant New Testament Translation
~Scott~






